We
lock ourselves in the van. We could be here for some time. At some point
we'll have to go back in, pack up our equipment--or what's left of it--and
try to get some money out of these bastards. Meanwhile, we watch the carnage.
We hear glass shattering and women shrieking, and then sirens as three
police cars arrive. A couple of bruised and bleeding drunks stagger outside.
One has had the collar torn from his shirt. The other props himself against
the wall and throws up, almost, but not quite, missing his shoes.
"You started
this!" says Graham.
"Me?!"
I say, incredulous. I didn't start anything! Suddenly I feel like throwing
up, too. All I ever wanted to do was to play the piano. All I ever wanted
was to make beautiful music, like Beethoven, like Charlie Parker, like
the Beatles, performer and audience merging into one entity...
"Another
gig bites the dust," says Mark, and we all groan. That's what our previous
drummer Steve Hollins, the one we sacked, used to say after every bloody
show.
"'The
Pen and Parchment Club,'" says Dave. "What sort of stupid fucking name
is that for a club, anyway?"
"Piss
and Punchup Club, more like," says Mark.
Then we
just sit in silence. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. Who did start
this, anyway?
Here goes
the hyperactive brain again. Who started music? Surely it was always
there. In the Beginning was the Note. A deep, deep note it must have been,
at least six octaves below middle C. Higher harmonics slowly came into
being, until a vast chord of stars and planets hummed throughout the universe.
Primitive creatures crawled out of swamps to listen, and pretty soon (we're
talking in Cosmic Time here) they were walking on two legs and howling
Cro-Magnon arias at the moon. And over that ever-present Note, a Greek
plucked the strings of a lyre, a Chinaman bashed a cymbal, and so it goes
across the ages, as musical empires rise and fall: Byzantium, Vienna,
New Orleans ... Basingstoke.
I open
my eyes. I'm sitting in a Transit van in Basingstoke, and I'm thinking:
how the hell did I get mixed up in all this?
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